haha juz ytd mi n mi dear zhilin went to PS to shop! haha its reallie been a long long time since we shop n go out to eat... enjoy e company every single min! haha after eating a dae of of sch.. e tinks we do... photos as proof... haha

at manhatten.. attempted to eat seafood platter...


e start of our craziness...

our twin photo!


more photos!

zhilin in her YELLOW lorry with banana in pyjamas!



tats e end of mi shopping experience! hope to have another one soon! haha =)

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stars.. i alwaz believe to b e most beautiful shape created... i'm feeling bored.. so did abit of research.. haha at 2.30am...



FAQ:
Stars r giant balls of glowing gas.
Stars shine bcos e gas inside them is so hot tat a process called "nuclear fusion" takes place.
Stars look diff colors bcos they are diff temp. Hotter stars r white or even blue n cooler stars r orange or red.
All stars move, not stationary. bcos they revolve about e center of e Galaxy.
Stars live diff lengths of time, dependin on size. 4 e Sun, it lives 4 10 billion years.
Polaris ("The North Star") is a unique star bcos it is directly overhead at e North Pole. its always in e North n e farther North you go, e higher up in e sky it appears.

how many of u.. ever watched a shooting star when u look at e sky... or watched a meteor rain/shower... or a sky filled with millions of stars tat take ur breath away... if u have... i envy u! haha...i alwaz live with desire to witness nature's wonder... wonder when it will cum true... meanwhile... i will juz satisfy myself with photos =)








even fireworks r stars created by man... amazingly beautiful...

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promise to upload more bdae photos so here they are! haha


mi bdae cake at 85 market! =)

taken with mi dear zhilin! hugz for e surprise.. even thou u n steven sae its shun bian go cos u all crave 85 food.. haha

mi zhilin n steven! beri belated thx u!!!

with old buddies.. at swensens!


watch nanny mcphee with mi sis on fridae nite.. lucky escape from watching DORM.. haha.. i like e show leh actually.. dun tink majority will enjoy it cos e plot is nutink special n exciting.. but occasionally.. watching a show with simiplicity and mild humor is rather nice... haha e entrance of nanny mcphee is kinda scary cos of her appearance.. the first words of hers that i rem so clearly were: 'when you need me but dun wan me.. i will be here...' but 'when you want me but dun need me... i will leave'.. at first it dun seem to make sense.. but as the show progress.. u can tell tat e more e children depend on the nanny.. e more she leave it to them to make their own decisions and judgment... n bcos of that.. trust grew btw them.. but as they become more attached to her... she left them.. its juz so sad to put in reality... i feel tat we dun really noe e diff btw want and need... its usually e want tat is nv satisfied but often ppl see it as a need.. n as a result.. put in soo much effort 4 it.. when actually it is nv a need to begin with...

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K I noe it’s a damn belated bdae kinda thank you but I still wanna sae a big THANK YOU to everyone that made an ordinary dae the most special and memorable one I will remember! To be honest… its e best bdae so far n I will always rem my 20th bdea..even though its e big 20!! Haha… I received great presents, cards and sms greetings from all my friends! Haha HUGS & KISSES from mi to each and everyone of u!!

I wanted to post every single detail of mi bdae but I decided that I let the pictures do the toking.. in short.. I spend 3 days celebrating mi bdae.. from sentosa to kbox to dinner to movie! Haha juz a beri xinfu gal with so many great friends.. I cant stop complimenting u all leh.. how… haha.. THX again!! =) more foto as soon as i can! promise! =)











E mid-term came and go juz lik tat.. it sux when u r having fun! Actually having a bdae during sch break is kinda awesome cos everyone is free to ask u out! Haha but e midst of all these celebration I gt to do a reality check and realize tat I been lagging behind n stress starts to build in… I been grumpy and stressed up lately and those tat c tat side of mi.. I really am sorrie tat u hav to put up with it… I been ard stressed ppl n so I noe tat stress can be infectious and can oso cause sumone to stress oso! It seems like I become more stress as I grow older.. hope its nt true man!

E greatest part of having a bdae.. e best part or moment is when I get to blow out e candles of a cake.. nt bcos it reminds mi of how old I m or tat I can get to eat e cake after tat.. but bcos I get to make a wish… I always love making wishes… in total I gt to blow candles 5 times! Although technically I can make 5 diff wishes… I juz made one…obviously I wun sae cos then it wun b true… but if it really came true… life is worth living for everyday…haha

last fri e most tramatrizing tink happen is tat i met a stupid bloody damn disgusting idiot tat pull down his pants until knee length in e gents toilet outside e cubicle with e main toilet dr open damn widely.. yes.. a flasher.. e image of his eyes looking at mi simply brings shivers down mi spine.. everytime i tink bout it...e suayest person is i happen to mt tat idiot out of so many hundreds tat could hav walked by at tat pt of time... n i gt test e nxt dae.. for mi.. i manage to find support n comfort from mi friends tat took time to call, come up mi room n make sure i m okie.. thx god tat e madman din run after mi or sumtink... haiz.. a suay event! watever!!!

I realize in life... in everytink u do…e first step is always the hardest…it can be taking e first step during parachuting or even the simplest tink like sitting down n start studying for exams… or even start engaging conversation with a complete stranger… everything that u haben done bef.. is gonna b difficult to start.. I guess tat includes falling…its definitely hard to start trusting in sumone who previously u are not related to… but slowly become a part of ur life tat u really wish will stay on… nt onli e trust… but e feelings will oso grow stronger.. which is kinda intimating.. cos e more e feeling grows.. e harder it is to take tat first step…noeing tat it might just ruin everything tat was build before.. it just brings down to who wants to take that first step, nutink wait forever.. neither will it run away quickly...there is so much 2 b said but unsaid.. felt and shown but nt proved...

boy.. after nt blogging for so long.. i realized tat so much happened until i juz rattle on.. i dun usually go into details bt rather e tots running thru mi head n heart..

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